A Significance

What an auspicious day for us, this day. Or maybe, ominous, depending on what scene you happen to be on. We celebrate this acclaimed day with different moods. You all may be waiting for something; for a chance to get or a chance to be. Some already have what is being coveted and take this day a golden opportunity in order to express what you feel against the other.

We see people getting baroque or even dainty tidings from either someone mysterious or a known stranger. The more popular ones will get more than that. They become the eye candy of many admirers. Mmmhmm, the rest who didn't get anything are forced to watch them exploit their receive goods. Some, though, are immune to these things and are not affected by such lovey-dovey culture we do not condone or popularize about, oh but we are influenced, and it can't be helped.

Still, I'm yet to find a significance of this day for me. How do I regard it as? A mark as time flies again? Some false hope for the better? Another step closer to your land of enchantment which one day may or may not come true? I've issues dealing with myself right now, whether I should do what I need to do in order to get what I want. Risks are abundant though, and some of them aren't really worth taking. We might as well be better off with our buttocks on our chairs and our legs shaking aimlessly without resistance and tell yourself to relax and kick back because there's still time. True, we shouldn't be rushing matters too soon as we have, to us, more extensive things to deal with. We have all the time in the world once we've finished what we're suppose to do.

But even though we have time, why not use it while we can? We do not control the agenda of our tomorrow, for it may deter us things that then we'll regret over not doing it earlier and letting this mishap change our schedule. Opportunities missed and we can't get over it. Is it a safe bet that we do what we need to do now before we rue our numbered days? Is it better that I ask now rather than waiting for an answer that only God knows when that happens? Should I be quick to seize chances now since I have it currently?

I wouldn't know if I am able to perform such task that's quite grueling for me. I lack the mental strength and courage and I might not get the expected results. I might even end up having lesser than what I'm having right now. Is it still a safe bet? Can these things happen in a coincidence or chance or is it a greater divinity that's making decisions for us? Such a dilemma one have to go through even to carve out a win-win solution from it can be tedious and frustrating. I'm only left with options I just cannot seem to choose.

I Have Found You

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Oh, so you ARE from here.
I've finally found you, then
It's been a while since we've seen each other.
Really hoping you would still remember me.
But I might just as well be a figment in your imagination of your dreams.
Either way, it doesn't really change anything.
But I will try my best.
Try to know you more so we can take one step at a time.

Gosh, didn't know you we're older.
My memory of you that night was vague.
Love is blind, is it not?
What can separate it?
Only me.
And you.

Hmm, we we're both busy doing stuff.
No surprise you didn't notice me.
Ah, you're not to blame for our 'abstinence' with each other.
Certain things I'm angry with.
That made me unhappy on that day.
That cause us to avoid each other.

But strongly I feel, this is just the alpha of the things yet to be written.
I believe it so.
And I hope that it isn't just a pipe dream.
This is the REAL THING.
And I'm gonna wrap it around my finger.
I'm gonna make it happen.
We're gonna make it happen.

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Recently, our dear Minister of Health was in hot water after a porno DVD was distributed in Johor featuring him and a woman having sex in a hotel, with the video shot using a hidden camera. As a result, Dr. CSL resigned from all post in government and party as the publiccannot accept his apology.



Although I have a full video of it, most video upload sites rejected it because of a 'breach in terms and agreement'. Anyways, if you wish to watch it, then download from [link removed].

Because of his 'dirty actions' being videotaped, he has to resign from his post. For all you know, he might have continued his job and retired as a happy man if nobody filmed it. No doubt, Dr. CSL has contributed a lot to this country and shouldn't resign because of a 'sex video'. If that is the case, we should have a personal check with each and every politicians to ensure that no dirty habit is cultivated by them or the axe will fall on them. The Prime Minister, anyone?

Put it in a nutshell, we shouldn't interfere with people's lives. Dr. CSL shouldn't be blamed, definitely not as he is entitled to his personal life. You might be surprised if his wife fails to satisfy him and gives him the consent to find it from someone else. (the government will be on my heels for quoting such statement...) The filmmakers should be blamed for releasing or even filming such a video. I mean, give the guy a break! I'm sure they wouldn't like me videotaping them having sex with their spouses or anybody else and distributing for everybody to see. That's a breach of personal privacy!

Anyways, to those who wish to download it, quickly now. I'm gonna remove the link a week later for fear of government cyber-patrollers and nannies, although they suck at this. Do comment!