A Significance

What an auspicious day for us, this day. Or maybe, ominous, depending on what scene you happen to be on. We celebrate this acclaimed day with different moods. You all may be waiting for something; for a chance to get or a chance to be. Some already have what is being coveted and take this day a golden opportunity in order to express what you feel against the other.

We see people getting baroque or even dainty tidings from either someone mysterious or a known stranger. The more popular ones will get more than that. They become the eye candy of many admirers. Mmmhmm, the rest who didn't get anything are forced to watch them exploit their receive goods. Some, though, are immune to these things and are not affected by such lovey-dovey culture we do not condone or popularize about, oh but we are influenced, and it can't be helped.

Still, I'm yet to find a significance of this day for me. How do I regard it as? A mark as time flies again? Some false hope for the better? Another step closer to your land of enchantment which one day may or may not come true? I've issues dealing with myself right now, whether I should do what I need to do in order to get what I want. Risks are abundant though, and some of them aren't really worth taking. We might as well be better off with our buttocks on our chairs and our legs shaking aimlessly without resistance and tell yourself to relax and kick back because there's still time. True, we shouldn't be rushing matters too soon as we have, to us, more extensive things to deal with. We have all the time in the world once we've finished what we're suppose to do.

But even though we have time, why not use it while we can? We do not control the agenda of our tomorrow, for it may deter us things that then we'll regret over not doing it earlier and letting this mishap change our schedule. Opportunities missed and we can't get over it. Is it a safe bet that we do what we need to do now before we rue our numbered days? Is it better that I ask now rather than waiting for an answer that only God knows when that happens? Should I be quick to seize chances now since I have it currently?

I wouldn't know if I am able to perform such task that's quite grueling for me. I lack the mental strength and courage and I might not get the expected results. I might even end up having lesser than what I'm having right now. Is it still a safe bet? Can these things happen in a coincidence or chance or is it a greater divinity that's making decisions for us? Such a dilemma one have to go through even to carve out a win-win solution from it can be tedious and frustrating. I'm only left with options I just cannot seem to choose.